Joy

There have been hard days, terrible times. It has been a roller-coaster. I will explore those times later. Today is a happy day.

My little boy, small but that's it. Perfectly healthy, doing everything he should. A real miracle.

Today he was taken off C-Pep. C-Pep are constant little spurts of air going into his lungs prompting him to breath. The doctors didn't think he needed it but kept it up to be sure. Today they removed it and he's doing fine. They replaced the C-Pep with low-flo, two little plastic tubes of airflow inserted into the tip of his nostrils just in-case.

Angus doesn't like the tubes, he rips them out. Lo and behold he breaths just fine.

So while there have been some scary times, all I can do is marvel at my little boy. I'm so proud of his strength and I'm watching in awe as his little character unfolds in front of me. Today, I am looking forward to a lifetime of this.